It was exactly five days back from today.
We were seated in a bus carrying quite a few you-bet-it eminent people, better
referred to as personas, from nationwide geography. Over the few minutes we
slowly got our hearts beat in its close to normal pace, albeit higher, our eyesight
soothed from the initial dazzle, our ears taking precedence to hear what such
people, sorry personas, talk about!
And then, when we
were almost back in control, we turned our head to talk to a co-passenger
friend on the last row of the bus, and then, well, went still.
There he was! The
god of our times.
We went numb. We
lost words. We tried, we mumbled, but could not really remember what we turned
our heads for.
Later in the
evening, we met him. Briefly, a few minutes at most. Like schoolchildren, we
said out our names and where we stay, and that, we were indeed very, very glad
to see him. And then, got clicked, so that we have a picture as a keepsake. For
posterity. He was kind enough to share his email id so that we can write to
him. Mandatory stuff.
Five days and over many,
many, many short-story sized email exchanges later, I think I have a slightly changed
view now.
I have had such
mutual trust and resonant conversations with very, very few people in my entire
life. And more, in such short a while of knowing. If I, and yes I could, peel
the image off the name, I’d still call that a historical “encounter” (I borrow
the word, I must!). I feel more confident and honest than before. I feel more
like myself!
Having you for a
pen-friend, dear Mr. Kabir Suman, is the closest brush to godliness an atheist
like me can ever achieve. Thank you!
(Yes, I am in my
perfect senses as I write this, friends. Believe me, will you?)
But, I guess, the atheist found the godliness because she was always honest and confident! Only that the realization happened after meeting the pen-friend.
ReplyDeleteAnd why will friends not believe you as long as you feel more like yourself? :)
Well, because it's THE Kabir Suman!
DeleteI wouldn't have easily believed, either.